Life to me is like water and dust

>> I draw certanity from all these nameless things these abstract shape that make up our world.

The Chapters

Raymond left to go to London today. I wasn’t really phased.It just has happened so many times and every time we are back in the same space it is equally back to the same awesome rapport. Although there where feelings of remorse, which on further analysis came from the ending of jet another phase of our lives. Then it snow balled my thoughts into my flash in the pan. I cant imagine anything else but life, its lessons and the continues influx of change. Im not really interested in lossing that existance. I have only two fears about life: Firstly i don’t want to regress into a state where i slower fade away. Where learning becomes harder and building friendships is difficult because experiences are hard to share walking around using a Zimmer-Frame. Secondly what is after life if anything... Is there something, is it safe to assume it will be better then here?

Life is the most dynamic fun and challenging thing. There is an infinite variation of meaning to any one lesson. Within this idea we are therefore free to wander and manipulate our life.

Life is a contradictory agreement.
A perfect circle made of strait lines.
It is beautiful.

Anyway all this is really a positive post. Im happy about my life and i feel extremely privileged to have aqwired the relathionship I share. To be able to meet a group of people that are so divers, loving and on top of that for me to be an integral part of that group is just mind blowing!!